"More than a stunning debut. It is the announcement of a bold new literary voice"
—Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower

It’s been 245 days since you left. I miss you so much. I know that you’re happy and well wherever you are right now. I always wish that what happen to our family is just a nightmare, that anytime I can wake up and still see you. Do you remember the book that my husband gave to me when I asked for a Christmas gift? When I tried to read it last year I wasn’t able to finish it because I didn’t find it interesting. The letters for the dead people that most of them I really don’t know where a little boring but I kept the book. When you died, I tried to read it again. I am amazed and thrilled about the book. it moved me. Now, I have the thinking of Laurel that you are just out there wandering. You will always be in my heart and forever will be.