"More than a stunning debut. It is the announcement of a bold new literary voice"
—Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower

I sometimes miss you, your yellow pigtails. Running around in a princess dress just being you. Your lucky little me you don’t have social anxiety, Feeling about people, or anxiety attacks. You don’t have to deal with stupid drama. So since your gone I figured I tell you what your older self has done. I lost one of my friends and she can’t keep a secret at all she told my boyfriend at the time mike that i tried to kill myself which isn’t true. My friend Emma might be moving back to her old school and then I will be left alone. I have this crush on this girl but I don’t think she likes me like that. I’m having a really hard time being me. I miss you little me I wish you would come back I miss your blond little pigtails everyone loved you and I’m just a disappointment to my family well goodbye little me