"More than a stunning debut. It is the announcement of a bold new literary voice"
—Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower

You just passed away for like one month ago . I still couldn’t believe , or in myself i don’t want to believe . I just couldn’t accept the fact that your are gone in this world . I will never see you anymore . I don’t know what the real cause of your death , i read on facebook you died with the typhoid fever , and they also said you had a mental problem . But i guess those are just rumours , or maybe if that’s true , i guess you still have a chance to get well . The doctors knows how to treat those kind of sickness , but then i don’t know what happen , i don’t know the whole story , and the real cause of your death .
I just wish i was with you in your hard time , i just wish i did something to help you , but then i didn’t know that you got sick , and hospitalized . It was too late , i just got a news from your facebook that your dead , and when i read that news , i was too shocked , my mind went black , and suddenly my body couldn’t move , i just feel that my eyes full of tears . I was crying for a whole night , all our memories together when we were young keep coming back in my mind just like a dream . I saw you as a young boy of how wonderful you are , and your my hero , aren’t you? You always saved me in my trouble , you always make me smile , and your just the only person that can accept me of who i am , of what i am . I still remember all of those times that we had spend together with our other friends , i was so happy back then , i’m happy being with you . But then those are just memories , memories that can’t be fade in my mind , maybe it keep coming back , but then it wouldn’t go .
You still young to be dead , you just only 23 i guess , i can see that if you still alive you have a better future ahead of you , because i know you , your not just genius but also a very hardworking person , and also you are good to other people . You know how to help others when they needed you , and that’s the thing that i like you the most . But God has a better plan for you , and i know wherever you are right now , i know that your happy. It’s just makes me sad that i did not see you one last time before you , atleast to say my farewell . I did make it i’m sorry . But i just wanted to say , thank you for a childhood memory . Happy and sad times that we had spent together , i’ll really treasured both of it . You are always be my Parekoy -best- childhood- friend of mine , you stays in my heart forever , and i always look back to see you smiling at me , before i step forward to keep up with my dream , Because everytime i looked back your smile give me a courage to keep on walking to my dreams , and never give up no matter what happen .

THANKS FOR THE PRECIOUS MEMORIES OF BEING A CHILDHOOD WITH YOU . 🙂