"More than a stunning debut. It is the announcement of a bold new literary voice"
—Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower

I miss you very much. It’s been 8 months that you are gone now. I hope you are all right wherever you are. Life is very hard without you.
The best part of me, it died with you. My soul died the moment i realized you were gone. Why did you go? We had so much plans together, we had our whole future planned together. How am i supposed to live all that without you in it?
I hope you can see me. You can feel how i am feeling right? I just miss you so much. Its like i am living a life with no future. No one would understand what you meant to me but you. Everyone says, with time it’ll be better. Well, it’s not getting any better, i am still stuck to the moment when i lost you. Either the world is lying or i am not meant to be in this world anymore.
When i told you, happiness is being with you, i really meant that. I am miserable without you aahile.
I wake up every morning realizing that my phone won’t ring with your name flashing, I have to live yet another day without hearing your beautiful voice.
When i get sick, there wont be a voice saying Get well soon, which actually worked better than any medicines.
When i have exams, no one to motivate me. I live every second realizing that, i lost you, i lost the girl i love. I have to live this goddamn life without you, it sucks.
No one can ever replace you in my life. Like you used to say, my heart it beats for the both of us. I loved you, i love you, and i will always love you. J
ust dont worry about me, i’ll make you proud of me. I will fulfill all of your dreams. And then i’ll come where you are right now.
Till we meet again. Trust me, we will.