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You had rough life when you were little I do not know everything that you’re mom did to you but when I first saw you and played with you you were everything to me I thought you were so special and you were the first person that I could tell my secrets to like a friend. When you moved I was always looking forward to the next time I’ll see you l talk to you through the phone and at one point I stoped worrying about you because I thought you were okay. That year you said you will come to see us avión I was so happy for that moment to come but you never came you let yourself go away from this earth I hope you know that I still care about you and that I will always and have always been here for you. Why did you do that when you knew you had family who cared for you .

How are you? First of all, I want you to know that this week, we’ve been thinking about you at home. Gosh, I miss you. I need you. We need you. School’s fine. I believe that I’ve found amazing friends, I like my subjects and I’ve been getting good grades, well, I need to improve Photo, but I’ll do it. T, this week I found out that I would be able to find love, and well, I can’t lie to you. I’m pretty excited, and I just can’t wait to meet this man. Grandpa, could you help me? I mean, could you bring him as soon as possible? Maybe it’s crazy for me to ask you this. But please, T, there are no impossibles for you. I really wish to have someone special in my life. You don’t know how bad I feel. I’ve never had a boyfriend, and I’ve felt that nobody wants or likes me, and that makes me feel ugly. I may act tough and careless about love, but I do wish love, Grandpa. I really do. It’s so painful the fact that everybody keeps asking me why I’m single, and it’s strange the fact that even my little sister is ... Read more

The point of these letters is to write to someone who is no longer here. And that’s you. You left me when I needed you the most. You were strength, happiness, wit, and so bold. You loved people more than you could understand. Your dreams were bigger than the sky. Then something bad happens and you leave me. All you are is a memory to me and everyone around me. I see the way people look at me now. I hear what they say. I’m not what I used to be and that’s your fault. Where was your strength when I needed you the most? I crumbled. I became hardened. My heart could no longer love in the ways it did before. I have walls around my heart. I have walls around me. I don’t let people see me. People don’t love me like they used to. I loved you. I loved who I was when you were inside me. I feel like an empty shell now. Why’d you leave me? Please please come back if you can.

I want a friend.

It’s been 9 years daddy… I miss you a lot. Most days I’m so lost without you and I don’t know what to do. Everyday I replay your death in my head thinking of things I could have done to save you… Everyday I feel more guilt and everyday I try to hide it more and more..I was ripped off in life, no doubt in my mind. There was so many things I could have done to save you, so many reasons why it’s my fault…I hope you’re dancing in the clouds daddy. I hope you’re happy and not in pain. I miss you so very much and sometimes I feel like I’m the only one who still remembers you.. You’re the one I need the most, the one I wish I could have a second change with. I wish you could come back but really it’s like I’m the one who killed you…

I hope you’re proud daddy. Proud of the man I’m becoming and how much I’ve learned. I’ve learned a lot about true love daddy.. I lost some people who were once really close to me.. But when I lost them it’s like it didn’t even hurt ... Read more

I know you didint get to live life with your mom and dad, but know they miss you and love you so much. if it was up to them you would still be here and i wuldint need to write this letter. you dont know me, but i know you. You where the little girl that would have made your moms and dads life amazing. you where their everything, you always will be. your a big inspration at the dance stuido yur mom owns. everyone was really effected by your death. including me, and a lot of the parents. i hope you like what your doing now, i hope your happy. will always miss you, and love you

I never really had heard of you in till you died. You were all over the news Because you were really known for your American singer-songwriter, multi-instrumentalist and actor. You had a major figure for over three decades. I’ve only just recently started listening to your music you have lots of different genres of music. Rock, R&B, soul, funk, hip hop, disco, psychedelia, jazz, and pop. I don’t really know what to write here but that you are well missed by everyone expressly your friends and family and your many, many fans.

Its been 4? ya, 4 years since you have died. you’ve missed a lot. Keni-lee had a kid, mom is being herself- doing the things she always does. You’ve missed a lot of my life. not a day goes by where i don’t think about you.

I think aunt jen misses you the most, you are her mother after all.

you where amazing, and always made sure i was happy. when i was with you i was happy. i wasint worrying about anything execept how i would convince you to make me mash potates for breakfast.

I worry a lot more, i worry about life, and school, and if you support me. support my dance- support me being bisexual- and support me being trans* cause im not your little girl anymore, im your teenage boy. and that must be hard for you. I will always love you, and will always miss you.

Pros.

This is probably going to be a pretty tough letter but, I might as well begin. My name is Tigerstar Massacre- I was a little girl when I discovered Linkin Park, I had grown up in a dysfunctional family and I believed at the time that my mother and brother hated me, so I drifted into music. I found Linkin Park when I was maybe 7-8 at the time, Numb had hit my soul and it impacted my life. I found your band, Slipknot and System of A Down to be the biggest influences throughout my childhood- even when I had been bullied for my looks (I wore black from head to toe, making me the only Goth in school) and the music I loved, I found peace within your lyrics, because I felt you understood what I was going through.

Then in 2006, I lost my cousin to murder and I remember that day as if it were today. All she was doing was coming home and this person stabbed her and robbed her for money. I remember feeling so upset and above all- angry. I wanted to hurt the person who put their hands on her. So I ... Read more