"More than a stunning debut. It is the announcement of a bold new literary voice"
—Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower

I know you are dead but I want you to read this please take me I want to be with you not with anyone else. Just think about what it would be like if we to together again. Love you again read in that weird way you know what is going on from you own

I’m writing to you because you once said things do get better. And I don’t know, I was just wondering when maybe? Because that’s what I need. Some form of certainty that this won’t last forever. That I won’t always be so sad and that my dad won’t always be the dark cloud over my life. I know my grandma is about to join you, wherever the afterlife is. I’m not sure that I’m ready to let go of her yet but there’s nothing I can do. It’s like I feel my life falling about around me and I am utterly helpless. So if you are listening, when does it stop?

You are part of the reason as to why I became an actor. Your performances in Harry Potter and Love Actually pushed me to pursue the art of theatre. Thank you so much. I’m sorry that you aren’t here anymore, we all miss you. I wish I had gotten the chance to tell you this when you were here. I cried when I found out and nobody knew why. I’m going through a tough time and you’ve helped me so much… thank you so much.

So, the next time I cry because I watch Harry Potter and see you, some may ask, “After all this time?” and I’ll reply, in tears, “Always,”

Lumos.

Are you proud of me..? Are you happy to watch me from heaven? (I know that’s where you went, seems how “hell” wasn’t even in your vocabulary.) I’m not on the path you led me on when I was 5, I’m not on any path at all. I’m trying to make my own but I’ve only collected a few stones over the years and I don’t really know myself yet. But I wanted to know if, other than my actions pertaining to things you wouldn’t have wanted for me, if my heart, and my kindness and my strength has kept up with what it was while you were here. Remember you used to tell me “you’re going to be so tall.” Well, not really. A senior in high school and only standing at 4’9, you would be surprised how big I have to be to even be seen or heard. But I hope I’m as much of who you saw me to be as you would like, and I hope the rest was worth losing to help me find who I really am. I’m sorry about all the sins though. I love you.

are you dead ? soon you are. i konw were you live

The reason that I am writing this, is because I thought that you should understand how much you mean to me. Of course I like you. You’re smart, you’re funny, you’re handsome, you’re different, you’re crazy, you’re perfect in your own imperfect way, you always speak your mind, you have the best laugh. Of course I like you. You’re you. And I know that you will probably think that this is the most stupid thing you have ever seen, since you probably don’t like anything like this, especially love notes. But please, try to give this letter a chance. Last year, you were my favorite part of every day. You made my day great, amazing, and everything in between. On the days you were absent, or we didn’t have class, I felt alone and like my day was worthless. You brought me laughter on my saddest days, you brought me happiness on my hardest days, and you showed me how to have feelings for someone. You showed me how to be easy going and not as stressed out about school, I don’t know how you did, but you inspired me. I truly like you for that. I respect and admire ... Read more

I’m so sorry I wasn’t there when you needed me the most. I’m sorry I gave up on you when I pinky promised I wouldn’t. But it was too hard to sit there and watch you turn into someone I could hardly even recognize anymore. You gave up on yourself a long time ago and I didn’t see it until it was too late. There was nothing I could’ve said or done to help you, I know that now. I still could’ve stayed though. Held your hand and told you that everything would be okay even though we both knew it wouldn’t. That was my job and I failed because truthfully you were always so much better at it than I was. We both had crazy lives, but together it seemed perfect. Like we were soaring above the sky and nothing bad could ever touch us. Unfortunately, like all good things, it came crashing down in a giant stinking mess. I guess what I’m really sorry for is the fact that you were the best friend I ever had and I let you go for my own selfish reasons. You said it was okay but it wasn’t. ... Read more

I am sorry I was rude to you about something so stupid. I lost you over a fight that was not a huge fight. I lost you for good and now there is no one to blame but me. I am sorry about the pain I caused you

Auntie, I never got to say goodbye to you. When you let go, it was the hardest thing ever that I had to face. I never got to say that you are the person that helped me through so much. You were the rock to our family. Auntie you were the one that kept everyone together. I miss you so much. You are my one and only hero. Sure you weren’t superman or batman. But you touched many lives around the world. Love you dearly.

When I first met you I loved how your eyes shined when you smiled, how it was way to big for your face. But over time I got to know you, I fell for you. After I just saw my heart broken. You were so kind to me, I guess maybe you didn’t think about it that way. But then you started holding my hands, during a trip, you catched me before I fell. You know that moment in movies when they just stare into each other’s eyes for a while, nothing said but you were so connected. It was the prefect time for you to kiss me. I wanted you too, but then you holded my hand until we were outside. After that you acted like nothing happened. I saw you flirt with other girls, my friends even. I told myself to get over you. Up to this day I still catch myself smiling sometimes when you talk to me. Everyone is aways calling us a couple, they call it skinny love sometimes. Skinny love is when two people show signs of love but are too shy to act upon it. I also heard some pretty ... Read more