"More than a stunning debut. It is the announcement of a bold new literary voice"
—Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower

A lot of the time I find myself wondering how such an amazing person could die so quickly without any notice. It hurts so many but it hurts you the most, you spent your entire childhood with a crazy mother who almost never showed you any affection. But you decided that you would let that ruin your dreams, you fell in love young but when he wanted to start a family and settle down you said you couldn’t, you had to make your dream a reality. Throughout your life you seemed confused, although that’s other people’s opinions, maybe to you it all made sense. You were married and divorced many many times, and you were always with someone; there were many rumours that you even had affairs with women, but hey your choice. You also drank a lot too, which maybe that was a way to cope with pain for you, you never really settled you always were on a lookout for new things. Anyways, sometimes I find myself acting like you in a way, now I don’t drink or anything like that like you, but sometimes I find my self to wanting to settle and instead of fixing ... Read more

Your Story made me not even want to finish, I was so heartbroken by the end where Laurel was writing a letter to May. I can understand this book completely, but there are some parts that just made me want to scream for help because Laurel was just so mad and Sky broke up with her, I just wish that I could rewind to where I just started the book because now I cry and say that I can’t read this book for another 4 years so that I can forget what it was all about so I can read it again, but honesty I don’t want to forget. This book is my all time favorite and I will always hold it with me no matter what, this book is like a bible to me and it helps me with my own life, I started High School and I’m having a hard time, I come home and cry everyday, but I tell no one because everyone in my family is just so silent and judgmental that I can’t say a word without getting judged, I know My own family. I hate them but I love them. I’m silent here ... Read more

I know that you are not yourself right now but you’ll get through thinks with or without the support you get, life may be hard but as I heard it’s not suppose to be easy. I wish that life was easy and no one was as judgmental as they are but people cannot control who they are theses days Including you so don’t give up and die just hold on a little longer and keep your head held high, because I see many things coming true for you but if you don’t stick around for them then what were those dreams even worth or for? Just hold on and you’ll be free soon, and don’t let anyone bring you down.

I don’t know what to say I miss you so much we had very few amount of times to see or talk to each other 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 but I prey 🙏🙏🙏 and try to keep my mind of of you and bit mommy I miss you so much and wish you were here with me you would be so proud I went to UCLA to EET writers got honor roll and I’m moving to a gifted class the author of the books I love I met the author who owns this website and I was so happy 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 but now I’m happy to know your in a better place

You’re not dead, but you might as well be. I’ve accepted recently that there is a chance that you’ll never come back. And even if you do, it might not be to love me, but just to be friends. Honestly, the thought of you being out of my life forever breaks my heart. When we were together, we always said that if we broke up we would still try to be friends. When we broke up, you said you could still see yourself having a future with me, it was just that you needed time before you settled down. Do you still feel that way? You asked me if I would wait for you and I said I don’t know. Now, I know that part of me will always be waiting because you were my first love. I know I wasn’t your first love, but I was the first girl who made you want to go to school, get married, and have kids. I like to think that gives me some sort of importance. Maybe a few years down the road, when we’re both single and we’ve both grown up a little, we can try again. Until then, know that ... Read more

I wish I could have met you but you passed away before I was born and my dad noal Reynolds told me alot about you and I wish ever day I could see you R.I.P

Se que no eres real, y aunque así fuera, ya estás muerto, me enseñaste a luchar por el bien de los demás hasta en los últimos momentos. Cuidaste de tu hermano, y lo mantuviste con vida a pesar de que tu ya te habías salvado… Aún así conmoviste a miles de personas. Se que tal vez nunca hayas existido, pero aún así enseñas muchos valores

I don’t think it was fair of you to leave. I do think it is incredibly hard for me to be the judge of that but you left behind so many people that loved you. You went to soon. I wish for a moment even a second longer you had time to think about what you were doing. You left the world in an uproar when you left. It’s not like we can say it wasn’t your fault it happened. You knew what would be the outcome of your actions. Did you regret it at all? I remember coming back from a weekend with out my phone and hearing that you had passed away. I have lost many close friends to the same circumstances .. I’d look to people like you who seemed happy. I guess you weren’t as happy as the smiled that appeared on your face. Lea is doing alright. She has been staring in a lot of new shows. You should be proud of her. You should regret leaving her. I wasn’t fair. It wasn’t fair to you.

You are now in a better place.

Goodbye.

You were never really the type to understand the world, me or even yourself. With so much self confliction, you gave into the world. The image the world wanted you to have, and in doing so, you lost yourself. If you were still here, Brayden would’ve explained to you the complexity of your love life. you’d both make up, and live happily ever after. But ever since they found your note, no one has ever been the same. Holly, people called you a doll, and maybe you were outside/physically, but you also were internally. Restricted by the notion that you were meant to be set as the definition of perfection, but little do they know you were much more…