"More than a stunning debut. It is the announcement of a bold new literary voice"
—Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower

Você tem um história de vida maravilhosa ,você sempre foi uma garota sábia e sempre será, sua história continuará sendo lembranda por nós, pelo menos eu. Confeço que já escrevi uma carta para você mais optei por queima-la a vida não tem sido fácil. Mais continuo com a cabeça erguida esperando o próximo obstáculo, pois você lutou até o fim ,espero também conseguir.Beijos

Eu passei a procurar mais sobre você esses dias, e ouvi alguns dos álbuns de nirvana . Em um dos textos que eu li , vi que você faz aniversário 11 dias depois de mim . Kurt,eu gostaria de saber o que se passou na sua cabeça no momento em que se matou ,se foram as brigas com a Courtney , a mídia , as drogas ou até mesmo Frances . A sua primeira tentativa de suicídio , a mistura de Champanhe e Rohypnol , falhou , um alivio . Encontraram você e sua carta pra Boddah ,quase um mês depois em LW , morto com um tiro de espingarda no queixo . Eu sinto sua falta, a Frances deve sentir também . Acho que se você não tivesse partido,tudo seria muito diferente. Eu poderia ir a um show seu no meu país , ou quem sabe na minha cidade,pertinho da minha casa. Você poderia estar casado ainda , e vivendo a fase inicial adulta de Frances ,eu gostaria de enviar uma carta a você com destino certo , queria poder compartilhar minhas dores e meus sorrisos com você , mas infelizmente,isso não é possível,porque você não está mais ... Read more

Today, I watched your very first movie entitled “The Wizard of Oz” in 1939 at age of 17. Although I didn’t born at that year, it must be awesome for you to become one of the famous influenced artists in America. That’s all.

I miss you so much! Your hand, your good eyes, your calm words! Here is no one in my life like you. I love much people, much people love me, but no one is like you. Sometimes, I feel you behind me, and I hear you calling me, telling me you are here for me, everything will be ok, you love me…Sometimes I am brave… Love you so much! Hope you in better place with grandmother!

I never actually met you, as you died a year before I was born. All I know of you is the little my mother has told me; she still tears up when she talks about you. I don’t ask much, as I hate to make her feel bad. Your mother is doing good. She lives with us now, moved in about eight months ago. Sometimes I wonder about how you were, really. I would like to meet you one day, but that won’t happen. You know, I used to love your picture when I was a baby. Mum says I used to giggle and babble to it like you were really there. She says it’s cos I was with you in heaven before I came down here. How’s it in heaven? I hope you like it there. Mum sometimes talks about your devotion to your horses. I admire that devotion. I have never been one to stay devoted for long. I always skip between a few different things. It seems I’ve run out of things to say, now, so goodbye.

I never got to meet you. You have died when I was about 3 months old. I did see you, but I can’t remember. I’m just really interested in how you where. Because you grew my father. And he’s such an amazing person that I really want to know how you influenced him. Because everybody is influenced by the people who grew them up. I just think that you have to be a very funny person with a big heart and strong emotions. Thankyou for making my dad the way he is, ’cause he’s perfect, and I love him. He has to go through a lot since my mom decided to seperate, and since he doesn’t see all of us three children every day. But he does a great job as a dad and you can be really proud on him

I miss you so much, and I still love you.

You’re such a huge inspiration to me. I have always been worried about what people thought of me and let them rule my life until very recently. I’m watching “The seven year itch” and it’s at the part where the subway vent blows your dress and lifts it up. It’s a huge iconic picture now, but I read somewhere that your husband at the time left you for doing that. He told you he would, and you did it anyways, because it made you happy to be in a movie and do what you wanted. It’s a terrible thing you didn’t get to live longer. You were such a beautiful inspiration to many, including me.

Happy birthday. It would have been you 27th. Yes, I know you know that,but yet…it’s nice to remember. I wonder what you’d be doing if you were still here. Mom and I would wake you in the morning, with a cake with candles and the present for you. You woould blow the candles all sleepy but yet so happy, because you appreciated this routine, I know you did. Your eyes didn’t lie. And then you would open your present and no matter what it was, you would have been happy and gratefull. After all I always tried to choose the best present for you, since mom isn’t very good at this. And then we would have lunch and you would go out with your friends who all loved you and would spend time with you. A casual summer birthday, with the people you love. I’m sad that today I didn’t have to get up for you. I’m sad that me and mom didn’t have to tip toe to your room and wake you up. I miss the birthday hug, you know? We never hugged, but on birthdays we always hugged and I can’t tell how much I want to ... Read more

I wrote to much letters to you in my diary that NOBODY know but now I don’t know who to write.. this is public.. is so strange for me. In this moment I’m listen “lithium” and you’re voice is amazing! I CAN’T descrive how much I love you. Sometimes I like imagine that you can read my diary and you can stay with me maybe I’m just crazy. I live in a little horrible town in Italy maybe like Arbedeen. People know only judge I hate this! It’s to difficult be myself but I think that I do it but I’m so fucking insicure! I really HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE myself, listen your songs make me feel better, free, strong, I can do everything that I want and that’s AMAZING, I just wanna follow my dreams. Sometimes I feel like you: your feeling and your ideas. I don’t even know why I’m writing this letter, I was just searching Ava Dellaira’s email. This letter is a mess. I just wanna tell you THANK YOU KURT. This is not a false thank you this come from the deep of my heart: thank you for everything Kurt.