"More than a stunning debut. It is the announcement of a bold new literary voice"
—Stephen Chbosky, author of The Perks of Being a Wallflower

Its been a while, huh. You have been gone for almost 5 months, and well like the world says, its supposed to get easier, but it isn’t getting any easier. It’s getting harder and harder. You have no idea how i am handling myself. I miss you everyday, all the time. You came as a blessing in my life, taught me to care for someone, to love someone more than anything. I love you, i still do, and i always you. If my words get to you, just help me get through this life alright 🙂 Really need your help. Life was a lot easier when you were in it. Now, doesn’t even feel like life. I feel dead inside. Wherever you are, just wait for me alright, i will fulfill all your dreams, and my parents too, and then i’ll come to you 😉 & we will be back in this world again together, because our story cannot end like this. Our story cannot end like this. Your love has been holding me straight up all this time after you are gone, just be with me. I know you are my angel now, who i cannot see but is always around me guiding me, ... Read more

So today was the first day, and what can I say? I’m scared. Most of the students are way much older than me, and some of them seem to be like… you know ‘creídos’. The building is cool, but I’m afraid of the exams, the projects, and the homeworks. But hey, it is said that what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger, right?

I just hope that tomorrow everything will be better, that I’ll be able to talk to my classmates, and maybe get some friends, and that the new subjects will be great.

Please, Grandpa, help me. I beg you… And please, don’t leave me alone.

Love you and miss you

I miss you so much. Sister and I joined our father to celebrate his birthday with him and we saw your wife. We love her so much too, and when she talked about you, I could notice love in her eyes and I thought of you and I realized that I miss you so very much and I wish you were here.

Tomorrow, I’ll go to college. What can I say? I’m nervous, I’m excited, and I’m scared. But I want to think that I will finally find a school where I would be myself, that I’llegar find amazing friends, that I’ll continue getting really good grades, and that I’llegar feel happy at last.

I love you, Grandpa. I love you so very much.

P.S. Wish me luck! 🙂

You helped so many people (including me) through a lot of things. Linkin Park had a huge effect on my life, it helped me through bullying, through breakups, through my sexual assault, everything that was shit in my life didn’t feel like shit because I would put in headphones, listen to Hybrid Theory and forget the word existed. Thank you for helping so many people, I’m sorry we couldn’t help you.

Its been a while. Almost 3 years and it still feels like you just left. They said it was supposed to get easier to deal with, but its just gotten harder. When I first found out, I was in English, 4th period, room A104, and the whole world collapsed. Lizz texted me “wait Nicks dead?”. I was one of the last to find out. I felt so heartbroken, someone I was so close to left me and I didn’t know until the next morning. No wonder why you never responded to my texts. Sandra blames her mom, since she wouldn’t drive you home that night, and a part of me wants to blame her too. If she would have just driven you the ten minutes across town, you’d still be here. breathing and making everything feel okay again. Part of me blames you, why were you so stupid to be in the road? Why weren’t you paying attention. If you were over 5 feet on the sidewalk you never would have gotten hit. You would have still been here. I pass the spot almost everyday, and everyday I miss you a little more. I haven’t stopped though. I don’t know ... Read more

I have never got to know you, considering you were stillborn. But I really hope you’re doing okay up there. And I hope you have gotten to know gramps as well. I wonder how you looks like. Are you a boy or a girl? Would you follow after me if you were alive? Would you be very kind or really mean? But I wouldn’t be able to know you at all. Because you’re gone. It’s probably my fault about how you died. I still have you in my mind after all this time. I don’t remember much about the day you died. All I could remember was how mom started crying as well as auntie. I really wish I could has met you. May you rest in peace little sister or brother. <3

You passed away when I was only 3 years old, and I don’t remember you at all, but I can see how much our family loves and misses you which makes me love and miss you as well. I personally don’t know what I got from you, but everyone tells me that I act just like you and that’s kinda what makes me feel close to you. So thank you for being as amazing as everyone tells me you were, and I miss you dearly.

You’ve been dead for three days now. And I feel so sad about it. Especially since you didn’t just die ; you ended your own life. You, wonderful singer of Linkin Park. It caused me quite a shock when I heard it on the news, really. I just couldn’t believe it.

Chester, you were my voice when I didn’t know how to use it.

You and the guys of Linkin Park put words on my pain when I felt really down and couldn’t do it myself. I do believe that you saved a lot of kids out there, by giving them hope, for sure, but also by the mere fact of expressing their pain, through your voices, music and lyrics – those beautiful lyrics, they won’t ever leave me.

I’m not the kind of person who is really keen on festivals and concerts, but god knows I would have loved to see you (a)live on stage. You had such an incredibly powerful & mighty voice. You could be singing, screaming, yelling ; with such a soft voice, sometimes with a comforting gentleness, sometimes an aching tenderness ; or with such an angry voice, shouting out all the pain, the rage, the fear. Very ... Read more

Hey. It’s me. Hattie just showed me this website, so I figured I’d say hi. Maybe I’ll come back soon. I’ll always love you.

When I heard that you hung your self I really didn’t want to admit it. You were in pain, the kind of pain no one should have to feel. I don’t want to but I blame you for most of my pain and depression. the week you died my Uncle passed away from stage 5 cancer and my best friends dad died from a stroke. it hurt. why did you do it. I’ve felt that kind of pain . I guess im just writing to say I’ve forgiven you. I just need you to know that suicide doesn’t end the pain, it just passes it on…and Timmy you passed your pain to me. and I forgive you, because unlike you I guess I was strong enough…suicide is for those who cant handle the brokenness and guilt. I just want to say I undersand and I miss you.