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Hi, daddy. How are you? I hope you’re in a wonderful place right now. It’s weird that I called you daddy, I really don’t remember any memories when I’m with you. Did I call you daddy or papa? I don’t really know. I just assumed that I call you daddy because I call mommy, well, mommy.

I don’t really remember anything. I don’t really know what you look like at all. When I look at the pictures that my grandma saved, I was surprised. I don’t really remember any memories with you, because you left us when I was very young. You died when I was seven years old. When we went to your funeral, that’s the first time that I saw your face. I can’t remember what you look like today.

You know, I was jealous of my cousins. They grew up with you, while me, I grew up without a father. I felt jealousy when my cousins cried at the church, while I didn’t. I was confused when my younger brother cried, while I didn’t. I heard from my aunt that you used to hang out with my younger brother. You used to bring him at the basketball court ... Read more

Hi. I know you’re just a dead fictional character, and I was devastated when you died. What you did is completely heroic. Even though, you worked for the bad guys, you helped the good ones in the end. It’s kind of sad that you sacrficed yourself, but I know that you’re happy with Charles Beckendorf right now.

If I were you, Silena, I wouldn’t have the guts to sacrifice myself to save my friends. I know, I’m selfish. I’d rather save myself first before others. Some people think that I’m putting my friends first before myself, but to be honest, it’s the opposite. But you, Silena, even though your friends turned their back at you because you’re a traitor, you saved them. I wouldn’t do that to my friends who already turned their backs at me. But you, you’re the real hero in the story. You and the other demigods that sacrificed themselves and died at the battle.

You’re characteristics are really unexpected. Who knew a daughter of Aphrodite will be a great hero? Not that I don’t like the daughters of Aphrodite. It’s just that whenever I imagine a daughter of Aphrodite, I’d imagine a very ... Read more

You are only a book character that isn’t even from the book that this website was based on. But you were so real to me, because all of your feelings were so deep and unique that you felt like a real person, seeking help and not seeking help. With that, you got somewhere and nowhere because you met Violet. To be honest, I didn’t like reading from Violet’s point of view most of the time because I didn’t connect with her character like I did with yours. The only thing I really liked about her was that her presence seemed to make you feel better about things. In the end, however, Violet didn’t really help you because you still committed suicide. Throughout your story, I always had this feeling that you’d end up taking your own life one way or another. I don’t know why, but when it happened I just wasn’t surprised. The weird thing is, I wasn’t disappointed about it either. It wasn’t one of those situations where I cry at the end of the book because something tragic happened. I don’t know what happens to people after they die, so all I felt I could do was ... Read more

Hey. I’m a potterhead. And Severus Snape has always been my favorite. It broke my heart when Severus died and you, Alan Rickman died. I miss you. I wish I met you before you went to a better place. But I really hope you’re doing well there.

Anyway, I was thinking, have you ever felt sorry for yourself? Or even for your character Severus Snape. I mean, Severus has been good all the time but he let everyone thinks he’s the bad guy. All this time, his heart has always been filled with love yet everyone thinks he’s the most heartless person next to Tom Riddle.

I know exactly how it feels to be unable to explain yourself. When all you mean is good but no matter how hard you try, nobody understands you. And when everyone finally realizes that you don’t mean anything bad, it’s already too late.

I’m sorry that your character died in the most painful way I could ever think of. Severus died without being able to clean his name to other people. Well maybe he did but it was already too late.

I feel like dying right now. I feel lonely. I just need someone ... Read more

Hey. I’m a potterhead. And Severus Snape has always been my favorite. It broke my heart when Severus died and you, Alan Rickman died. I miss you. I wish I met you before you went to a better place. But I really hope you’re doing well there.

Anyway, I was thinking, have you ever felt sorry for yourself? Or even for your character Severus Snape. I mean, Severus has been good all the time but he let everyone thinks he’s the bad guy. All this time, his heart has always been filled with love yet everyone thinks he’s the most heartless person next to Tom Riddle.

I know exactly how it feels to be unable to explain yourself. When all you mean is good but no matter how hard you try, nobody understands you. And when everyone finally realizes that you don’t mean anything bad, it’s already too late.

I’m sorry that your character died in the most painful way I could ever think of. Severus died without being able to clean his name to other people. Well maybe he did but it was already too late.

I feel like dying right now. I feel lonely. I just need someone ... Read more

Today would have been your birthday. I had to think for a second to realize how old you woud have been, but I guess that doesn’t matter because I kow a lot of siblings that don’t know each othrs age first of. That’s not even the most important thing if you ask me. I wonder how you would have spend your day. Probably hanging out with you friends in the afternoon and evening after me and mom would surprise you in the morning with a cake and a lunch later on. I’m sorry I don’t go to your grave anymore. I don’t know if this even means something to you or not, but I just can’t go. If you take me back to the day I was crying my eyes out on bench on the train station, people staring at me bacause my mom had to hold me so very hard that I didn’t fall apart, I would’t have thought that three years later I would be sitting in my same old room, on my bed that you put together, with a greater heartache in my heart than that day. I’m grateful for the days when I can feel the ... Read more

So, i already wrote you a letter before, but today it was more than a necessity. Some hours ago, it completed 3 years since you’re gone. I don’t know what’s exactly my right of being so sad for years when i never got the chance to see you in person. But today someone told me that fan’s love is the purest one, because we just expect nothing in return, we just want to know that the person we love is okay. And i just want to know you’re okay. I spend the day worried about being such a weak person. I was afraid of being the kind of person who’s remembering you in a wrong way, but know what? I just figured out i have this right. I can cry, and i can miss you, because i love you. I can miss the hug i’ll never give you, and i can miss the happiness i would feel when i could finally look you in the eyes. I don’t know how things work after we die, but i like to think that there’s a way for you to see how things are going on here. I like to imagine that you’re ... Read more

Hi. It’s been awhile, grandpa. I still miss you though. Last Saturday, our family went house visiting, you know like the last time, always. Anyways ,we went to my aunt’s house, your first daughter’s house. Over there, they showed all of us a video when we were all younger. So much younger, I was only 4 years old. I was with my cousins, your grandchildren. We were all close. I believe we are still close though. Then, there’s a part where there was you inside the video with grandma. You guys looked really really happy in the video. Little did I know, that was the last time you were going to celebrate with us. I miss you so much, grandpa. I miss you too grandma. I hope you are doing well on top there. We all love you. All the love. X.

Ik heb oma nooit gekend, en dat vindt ik super jammer. En opa heb ik wel gekend, maar ik weet nog nauwelijks iets van je. Ik vindt het zo erg dat ik me niet meer herinner hoe dat jullie eruit zien. Ik kan wel op foto’s kijken, maar dat is niet hetzelfde. Dat zijn foto’s ik wil gewoon herinneringen aan jullie hebben. Niet van op foto’s, maar dingen die ik me nog van jullie kan herinneren. Maar dat kan ik niet. En het ergste van alles vindt ik nog, dat ik jullie niet kan missen. Omdat ik niet weet wie jullie zijn. Dat doet me het meeste pijn. Ik kan jullie gewoon niet missen. En ik vraag me zo vaak af, hoe zouden ze ruiken ? Wat voor soort kleren hadden ze aan ? Hoe zag hun huis eruit ? Hoe waren ze nou ? Dat weet ik allemaal niet. En papa vertelt ook wel eens iets, maar ik heb niet het gevoel dat ik daar iets aan heb. Het is niet hetzelfde, ik wil jullie kunnen zien omhelzen. Maar nee dat kan niet. Ik kan ook niet zeggen dat ik van jullie hou, want ik ken mijn ... Read more